i am unknowing

If you’re playing the lottery 1 in 5,486 seems like pretty amazing odds. In percentage terms that’s a 0.018225% of…

I recently moved from a place with very rich people who are obsessed with money and status, to a new place with rich…

Why is the life I’m searching for always the one I don’t have? Viewing others live’s through videos and photos doesn’t…

Well I’ve gone down a bit of a rabbit hole with this old Christian heresy called gnosticism. Truthfully the only reason…

Bad day yesterday. Just completely overwhelmed with everything on my plate. Was lucky enough to go hang out with some…

We’ve had an on-call ticket sitting for over 3 weeks now and I’m on-call this week so I can finally getting to it…

I heard that a friend of mine recently left his job as a software engineer and went to go teach. As your typical burnt…

I was talking with a friend the other day about work and where I want to end up. Work is most always a tumultuous…

As we walked down to our cabins on our last day at Piaule I had to stop and admire a beautifully restored silver BMW E3…

We’re just finishing our stay at the absolutely wonderful Piaule Catskill resort and I am leaving here truly inspired…

Daily Gratitude: Sleeping in Song birds Apple products Beautiful design I hadn’t drank in two years. It started when a…

Daily Gratitude: Fire Fun little bets to get the blood pumping Find the things, like building a fire, that hold the…

Daily Gratitude: Experimental chefs Amazing girlfriend Trains travel Friendly people There was a release for…

Daily Gratitude: Decaf coffee Daily puppy updates from mom Feeling inspired Last night I was talking to my friend about…

Gratitude: Like seriously amazing friends Walkable cities Enforced building codes for safety Sunshine on bare skin Being…

Gratitude: Amazing friends Decaf coffee Long walk days Interests outside of work Amazing parents My parents are taking…

Gratitude: My parents being so supportive of my life Being able to build a garage Having a loving girlfriend The means…

God man I can’t believe I said that to Jessica in 6th grade. What a fuckin’ idiot! I never should have said that I…

I was in a session with my therapist and was telling him about how my car broke down this past weekend. Funnily enough…

So one of my 21st century necessities living in the Sun Belt is central AC. It would be insane to live here without one…

Slowly but surely I’ve lost interest in things that have previously made me feel joy. I’m insanely addicted to my phone…

When I first heard about Ethereum in 2016 I naively saw it as the future of the internet. I was fresh out of a coding…

As I sit here somewhat depressed I’m trying to find an outlet online that I can hang out in and waste the time away…

I know I’m not some revolutionary with this discovery, but man is it hard to do nothing. I don’t know where to point my…

I’ve just moved into an amazing house with my girlfriend Madison. We’re renting and it’s a pretty great setup. A 3 bed…

After realizing I’ve been suffering from intense burnout I need to make a change. I wrote about slowing down last week…

I decided that I do need YouTube sometimes so I decided to add a little fancy UI to my host file editing script. I’m…

This past weekend I installed a Pi-Hole on our home network to help block ads/trackers, but also block distracting…

Reference This article brings up a point that’s been stirring in my mind for the past few years. As our lives get more…

This is a good thread This reddit post has pretty much hit the nail on the head for me, but I worry that I’m beyond the…

I’ve been trying to figure out the funk I’m in during this quarantine. I’m having a lot of trouble focusing, and a very…

I was really happy to see a link to the Loudness War wikipedia page was on Hacker News and getting a lot of engagement…

I’ve gotten into this truly viscous cycle of doing something for potential fame or profit. It doesn’t feel very genuine…

I watched a really inspiring video by Tyler Babin and Cody Wanner (https://youtu.be/pAkWLBmr1nY) that made me want to…

I just got high and can barely write. I was looking forward to getting home and writing after reading an article recently by TJCX...